OrDiNArY m3

~ I Am So Sorry ~

2010-07-01T15:58:00.000-07:00

I am so sorry. I noe I react too much and hurt others around me but family comes first. I just cant stand it when one turn their back on when ones needed the most, no matter how bad ur fren are. On the other side, they are too much to me. Talking bad bout others,even took others pix to humiliate another. Everything that I've told u, doesn't mean I hate you or blame it on you, I still treat you as my friend. I never wanted this things happen to us. As a friend, I will still advising, support behind ur back and try to be there when I be needed. I tried to save our friendship but its getting worse. I did what I had to. As I said before, truth is hurt sumtyms. Its all up to u whether to accept it or not. Wat comes around goes around, think before its too late and it might happen to u anytym. God is fair, we cant never predict wat will happen to us. I noe Im not a gud fren to u and I noe I've been fooling myself to save our frenship and Im so sorry for being too direct and honest wif u. Thanks for being a fren to me eventho im not sure bout the future. But I will still cherish and remembered how gud u used to be to me. I apologize once more.

~In The Office~

2010-06-22T23:52:00.000-07:00

From Left: Kayrol, Niesah & Me =)

From Left: Niesah, Me & Gynna =)

~Old Town~

2010-06-21T23:50:00.000-07:00

~Beautiful Scene~

2010-06-21T23:43:00.000-07:00

I Miss My Farish So Muccccc....

2010-06-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

Happy 6th Bday My Dear...Mommy Always Love You...

~Quote..Oh...Qoute~

2010-06-21T21:25:00.000-07:00

Recently, I Do Love To Play Wif Quote...Especially From Marylin Monroe, Audry Hepburn & Angelina Jolie Too...And Of Course Gossip Girls.. =))

I have too many fantasies to be a housewife. I guess I am a fantasy.
Marilyn Monroe

Dogs never bite me. Just humans.
Marilyn Monroe

All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.
Marilyn Monroe

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.
Audrey Hepburn

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.
Audrey Hepburn

The best thing to hold onto in life is each other.
Audrey Hepburn

I like someone who is a little crazy but coming from a good place. I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess.
Angelina Jolie

I never felt settled or calm. You can't really commit to life when you feel that.
Angelina Jolie

I think all women go through periods where we hate this about ourselves, we don't like that. It's great to get to a place where you dismiss anything you're worried about. I find flaws attractive. I find scars attractive.
Angelina Jolie

New Life, New Home, New Me

2010-06-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

It;s been 3 months I've been staying in my new place...from a working mom to stay-at-home-mom..well, its not bad actually to be a housewife..i learn how to cook and doing some chores at home if i want to..talking bout cooking, i learn some new recipe =) well i have to say, i do fall in love in cooking...but actually, deep inside me, i miss my works so much...the pressure and tense at d office, laughing wif frens, gossips and rumours from clients..i miss tat situation badly...
Being far behind from my hometown and frens, i get to hear a lot of stories from 'em...they do call me once in a while...i miss 'em so muc...but some news may be a bad one..thanks guys! I owe u guys a big time..sumtyms, u call me at the rite moment i need u guys..
I miss my Farish so muc...yesterday, it was his bday...im craving to be beside him, kiss n wish him bday as i always do every year..i wanted to go back to my hometown but due to our lack budget, i have to hold till raya celebration...i pray for him every nite and get to know his news from my family...I miss my sister, my mom, my dad, kazen, aunt, nephews and nieces too..and ya...i do feel lonely sometimes..no more craziness from me..as for Qaseh, she do feel boring and lonely, sumtyms i pity her..she cried over for her brother and my fam...but i do send her to pre-school, so tat she met new fren and Alhamdulillah she actually get along wif new peeps well..
But thanks God, i meet new friends and we hang out often...Lepaking till midnite wif my housemate, help 'em to upload some photos, laughing and cooking at midnite...i enjoy tat so muc...thanks guys!

Fix The Broken Hearted

2009-12-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

She's trying to fix her broken heart. But her heart keep bleeding. Love is very painful and hurt. Broken heart just didn't heal that fast. It tells us that how hard we're trying to fix a broken hearted, it's just take time. Its need patience and support among friends and family. Its hard to tell our problem to our love one, but try to stay close to them at this time. We do need them to cheers us up even they didn't know we are broken inside. I know this situation really well, because I am too easy to get hurt. I feel the pain always. Its just that no one ever know what I'm thinking or feelings, I just don't want others to get hurt like I do. No one ever understand me very well..No one..

~Eye Of Touch's Crew~

2009-11-23T08:16:00.000-08:00

Photography Session On 22.11.2009.

Photographed By Cik Ayen Sayy, Ms Adeng, Mr Zaid Iskandar, Mr Mordiani AKA T.T and Mr Zul.

Models are Mary Chia, Ms Chee, Ms Fuz, Ms Ayu, Ms Tot, Ms Yaya, Me and Qaseh Dearrie..

My Baby - Qaseh

2009-11-23T07:59:00.000-08:00

Black N White Theme...

2009-11-15T07:56:00.000-08:00

Really having fun...a zillion thanks to Sis Adeng, Farnizam, Azfar, Cik Ay Sayy, Cik Yaya...(A.K.A Photographer)...CIk Fuz, Cik Ayu, Cik Tot, May, Carol, Arent, Sis Nanis n SIs Lin...X lupe gak ngan Harry Boy...hehehhe....Luv tis!

Pixs Of My Qaseh Dearrie...Thanks Sis =)

2009-11-05T22:15:00.000-08:00

Makasi Cik Ayen Sayy (^.^)

2009-10-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

I really Love tis pix...Thanks Cik Ayen Sayy... =)

Hypnotize by SOAD

2009-10-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

"Hypnotize"

Why don't you ask the kids at Tiananmen square?

Was Fashion the reason why they were there?

They disguise it, Hypnotize it

Television made you buy it

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my...

She's scared that I will take her away from there

Her dreams that her country left with no one there

Mezmerize the simple minded

Propaganda leaves us blinded

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my

Girl

*fall in luv wif their voices....unique....*

GERAM NYERR DENGAN PERAGUT ZAMAN SEKARANG!!

2009-10-16T19:03:00.000-07:00

This morning ada seorang customer perempuan datang ke ofis..nak mintak tolong...die nak buat claim sebab cermin kete dah pecah...and i ask"y, wat happened?" (actually cakap melayu..huhuhhuhu)..

so die citer la kat aku...Yesterday petang...die gi amik duit dekat bank..then die pn masok kete n kunci pintu kete..suddenly without warning...peragut tu pecah cermin die n amik handbag die..luckily tat tym die punye purse die kuarkan dulu n letak d seat tepi sebab nak cek amount duit yang die amik tadi..n nasib baik jugak la customer tu takde pape...just kete die je pecah cermin...kesian tgk customer tu..until now die masih takut...

tapi barangan berharga die lam handbag tu sempat d kebas..cincin berlian die, hp die...hurmmm...pity her..

kejam eh pencuri, perompak n peragut sekarang ni...dah tak perduli nyawa orang lain...kalau nak duit tu, mintak le cara bagus..(nak ke bagi??) atau cari la keje o kantau lebih..banyak lagi yang boleh buat..

Dalam kes kakak aku pulak...dalam tahun ni jugak...kakak aku g jogging alone dekat bukit depan taman awam..kat sane mmg ramai orang..tym kakak aku jogging tu..die tdengar ade bunyi cermin pecah...alangkah terkejut nyer kakak aku bile tgk kete kena pecah...tat tym i tink ade dua buah kete yang kene pecah..tapi yang sempat die amik is my kakak purse...entah camne pencurik tu tau yang kakak aku letak purse die lam dashboard...kesian tgk kakak aku...dalam ketakutan n geram die call my mom mtk teman die g buat report..para jogging kat sane pn terkejut gak..n semua lam keadaan geram...camne nak hindar kan dari kes ni berlaku ek??..sebab pencuri, perompak aka peragut ni tak kenal orang...sakit ati bile bace orang yang kene ragut tu perempuan yang sarat mengandung...nasib baik tak keguguran..hurmm...lumrah dunie skrang ni..semua perlukan duit...WEii...Pencurik!! agak2 la nak mencurik o nak meragut orang!!...kan dah kene sumpah! Urghhhh!

Training...Urghhh...Malu!!

2009-10-15T19:15:00.000-07:00

Sehari suntuk aku attend training...n everythings just fine...great actually..The lecturer best sangat2...n info yang die bagitau amat berguna n kdg2 buat kt tfikir..."y i didnt tink bout tis before?"..seriously he's the best ever i'd met...n u noe wat..die kasi info camne nak g mencurik...hahahahaha....tapi takkan nak buat keje2 tu kot...die cakap die pnh try one tym...n u noe wat..he's been caught up..n masuk jail lam one day..hehehehehe....lucu...n tat tym die atur strategi camne nak mencurik but selamat..huhuhu...tapi die cakap die tak brani nak buat dah..hehehe..

Bebalik kepada aku plak..aku telupe nak silence kan fon aku yang klasik giler tu...suddenly one of my frens call me...n bunyi die..ya Allah...satu bilik dengar...and lecturer tu pn cakap.."Silence Ur Phone pls..."...huhuhu...Malu tak terkata...muke ni rase cam panas semacam dh...n satu lagi perkara yang memalukan...dengan konfiden nya...aku angkat dari kerusi n berjalan g keluar...then masok balik...n dudok.."nape org tgk aku semacam ni?"..n bile aku cek2.."Ya Allah...Butang Skirt aku dh ketepi...hahhaha.....Malu nyer..."...tapi takpe la...aku buat bodoh jer...huuhuhu...tapi dalam hati...hanya Allah yang tahu..huhuhu...

Cheering Myself Wif This Song..Luv It! =)

2009-10-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

Happy lyrics 


You make me happy whether you know it or not 
We should be happy that's what I said from the start 
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days 
For the rest of my days 
You're all of my days 


You're lookin' so cool you're lookin' so fly, 
I can't deny that when I'm staring 
You down right dead in the eye 
I wanna try to be the person you want 
The person you need 
It's hard to conceive 
That somebody like you could be with 
Someone like me 


I'm happy knowing that you are mine 
The grass is greener on the other side 
The more I think the more I wish 
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce 
Uh ou ou 


You're lookin so fresh 
It's catching my eye 
Why oh why did I not see this before 
The girl I adore was right in front of me 
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see 
We're meant to be 


I'm happy knowing that you are mine 
The grass is greener on the other side 
The more I think the more I wish 
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce 


On the good, the bad, the ugly 
The smiles, the laughs, the funny,  
Or all the things we put each other through 
It's for you for you for you 


You make me happy whether you know it or not 
We should be happy that's what I said from the start 
I am so happy knowing you are the one 
That I want for the rest of my days 
For the rest of my day 


I'm happy knowing that you are mine 
The grass is greener on the other side 
The more I think the more I wish 
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce 
Uh ou ou

~Thanks Dear Friend...U Cheers My Days Always~

Its Just An Ordinary Feeling...

2009-10-09T17:39:00.000-07:00

Urghh....Hate...Jealousy...All in one...N I really hate tis...Stress...All I Can Say..I'm lonely even I do have my own family...I tried so many tyms...To share wif others but I cant..I just cannot tell 'em n I dont know how to start...Plss...Plss God...Help me thru this...I really dont want peoples around me to get hurt...N I dont want 'em to worry bout me...But I cant get thru tis...I am weak..N I am not strong...

I am lonely....I do have peoples I love around me...But I still lonely...Deep inside my heart I felt empty....I confuse...With myself...With my thought n my feeling..With everything that happened to me...I really dont noe...

But I do hate this feeling...Help Me Get Thru This...I'm Insane!

I'm crying....I dont show to anyone...I laugh loudly...I smile always...Just dont want it to be obvious...Inside me I cry n I scream...I start hating myself...I just wish this gonna end soon...Urghh!

Just Because....

2009-10-05T19:41:00.001-07:00

Sisters ~Crazy Moment~

2009-10-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

Luv U Guys So Muchh....

Raya 2009

2009-10-04T00:53:00.000-07:00

Wif Baby Lissa

Wif Sis Farah n Lil Qaseh

Wif My Besties

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri n Maaf Zahir Dan Batin To All Bloggers

2009-09-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

Sudi2 la grab ye...hehehe.. =)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri n Maaf Zahir Dan Batin To All Bloggers

2009-09-17T01:17:00.000-07:00

To all bloggers...saya mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..dan Maaf Zahir dan Batin...Nak mintak ampun sangat2 jika ada salah silap dari apa2 segi sekalipn sama ada sengaja atau tak sengaja..Berbelanja la sekadar yang temampu..walaupn saya dh telebih budget dan konfirm dalam mase one and half month jd papa kedana...adusss...

Dan buat kengkawan yang tak menyambut Hari Raya..selamat bercuti dan jangan lupe kunjungi la umah saye ataupn kawan2 yang menyambut hari raya..

As for me, persediaan untuk menyambut hari raya dah hampir siap..tinggal nak kemas umah lagi..semua barang2 pn dah d beli dan over budget..kasut yang tak muat saiz pn dah dituka...tapi skarang ni masih dok tecangok2 lam ofis..hummm..sebab lom dapat cuti lagi...tapi takpe...ari sabtu dah cuti and balit keje balit next thursday..

cuti tak dapat lame..sebab takde orang nak cover keje..

Tak sabar rasa nye nak cuti n nak beraye...nak g umah kengkawan n nak jumpa sedare mare yang lame dah tak jumpe...teringat zaman dulu2 tym dapat duit raye...kumpul duit banyak2 n compare dengan kazen mazen sape yang paling banyak...n of coz..yang paling rajin g umah jiran, die la yang paling banyak dapat...hehehe..

Rindu nak dengar bunyi mercun...at least dalam setahun dpat dengar dua kali...sekali waktu Tahun Baru Cina dan Hari Raya..Buat yang gila main mercun..berhati2 la..kalau tak lepas ni kudong la kaki dan tangan..

Buat yang balik kampong..hati2 d jalan raye...jangan bawak keta o moto laju2..nanti sampai bile2 pn tak sempat nak raye..buat yang ketinggalan bas dan kapal terbang..sabar je la..raye dulu d epot..bukan selalu pn..

Dah penat dah merapu...nak sambong keje jap...then nk pulang...

to be continue...hehehe

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri n Maaf Zahir Dan Batin..

2009-09-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

Terima kasih akulensa, uncle pet, tun teja dan cik ayen sayy...salam aidilfitri..

""|()"'"()
| ( 'o', )
|(,,)=(,,)|
`..` SeLaMaT `..`
`..` MeNYaMBuT `..`...
`..` RaMaDaN `..`
`..` Al-MuBaRaK `..`
|=========================||
()"'"()
| ( 'o', )
|(,,)=(,,)|
`..` SeLaMaT `..`
...`..` MeNYaMBuT `..`
`..` Hari Raya `..`
`..` AidilFitri `..`
|============================|
| ()"'"()
| ( 'o', )
|(,,)=(,,)|
`..` SeLaMaT `..`
`..` Bermaafan `..`
`..` Sesama `..`
`..` Kiter `..`
|============================|
| ()"'"()
| ( 'o', )
|(,,)=(,,)|
`..` SeLaMaT `..`
`..` Menghulur `..`
`..` Duit `..`
`..` Raya `..`

I am looking for this t-shirt...Mao Jugak!

2009-09-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

Sesangat La Gembira...

2009-09-10T23:00:00.001-07:00

Hari ini, saya berasa sangat la gembira.... ^_^

I Got This Feeling ~ Black Eye Peas

2009-09-09T19:28:00.000-07:00

I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night (x3)

Tonight’s the night night
Let’s live it up
I got my money
Let’s spend it up

Go out and smash it
like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get OFF

I know that we’ll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all

I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and loosing all control

Fill up my cup
Mozoltov
Look at her dancing
just take it off

Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Let’s burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again

Lets Do it (x3)
and live it up

i gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good good night (x2)

Tonight’s the night
let’s live it up
I got my money
Lets spend it up

Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Lets get get OFF

Fill up my cup (Drink)
Mozolotov (Lahyme)
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it off

Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Lets burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again

lets do it (x3)
let’s live it up

Here we come
here we go
we gotta rock

Easy come
easy go
now we on top

Feel the shot
body rock
Rock it don’t stop

Round and round
up and down
around the clock

* I Luv This Feeling...~

Nobody's Listening - LinKin Park

2009-09-09T01:01:00.001-07:00

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
Rap stack got you back in the sub black
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left’s a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more
I’m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like you

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

Heart full of pain

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
(Nobody’s listening)
Head full of anger, held in my chest
(Nobody’s listening)
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
(Nobody’s listening)
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Nobody’s listening)

Satu Hari Di Esplanade Miri, Sarawak..

2009-09-09T00:14:00.000-07:00

Behind Umah Cik Yaya N Cik Tot.... =)

2009-09-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

Kampong N Old Bike By Nono Dearrie N Cik Ay Sayy

2009-09-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

Pixssssssssssss....By Dearrie Nono n Cik Ay Sayy

2009-09-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

Luv Me! Hate Me!

2009-09-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

*Edited By My Dearrie Fren- Ms Niesah

*Edited By My Sis Fuz..

*My Work Place

* SIT'05 Class, Politeknik Kuching Sarawak

* My Love & Life..

* Princess Of My Life..

What I Need Most..

2009-09-08T18:59:00.000-07:00

I Need Love...I Need Attention..I Need Someone To Hug Me..To Cuddle Me...Someone That I Can Share My Stories With..Someone Who Will Be There When I'm Feeling Down, No Matter What The Situation Is..Someone That Will Understand Me, More Than I Do..Someone That Know What I Want Most..Someone That Accept N Love Me As Who I Am..Someone That Could Give Me Advise Or Opinion On What Should I Do..Someone That I Love Most...And To That Person...I Need You..I Always Wanted U..I Will Always Love You No Matter What Will Happen Next...I Never Wanted To Think What Will Our Future Be...Coz I Really Love U...More N More..

*wink wink*

~Miss My Sayang So Much~

I always wanted to runaway from myself!

2009-09-08T17:38:00.000-07:00

Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away/mind mind gonna run away mind gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away/mind)

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind

*Runaway - LinKin Park*

Crawling - LinKin Park

2009-09-08T17:34:00.000-07:00

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

*one of my fav songs~

Addicted!

2009-09-08T17:19:00.000-07:00

Awal2 pagi bukak ofis...terus menghadap PC...

Bukak Facebook...and main game...

hehehe...favourite game at the mean time...

- Mafia Wars..

- FarmVille

- YoVille

- Sorority Life

- Glamour Age

- Sorority Sisters

- Vampire Wars..

Sumtymes men game sampe x seda dunia...and semua kerja2 x siap..huhuhu...

But best...sebab fill my empty life...instead of load of probs yang membanjiri kepala otak aku tok..

Ngeeeeeeeeeee~

K.A.W.A.N

2009-09-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

kata mak, KAWAN tu ibarat lebah, habis madu sepah dibuang....... kata abah, KAWAN tu umpama bunga ros, dipandang cantik dipegang sakit..... kata atuk, KAWAN tu seperti air terus mengalir..... kata nenek, KAWAN tu bak bulan dipuja dan disanjung tp nun jauh di sana .... kate sedare, kawan tu mcm makanan, kawan makan kawan!! kata abang, KAWAN tu seperti lembu mengikut saje ape dikata........ kata kakak, KAWAN tu tak ubah macam durian bau je busuk tp sedap dimakan.... kata adik, KAWAN tu macam biskut sekejap ade sekejap takde....... kata aku, kawan tu tak kisahlah camner.. walaupun dia IBARAT LEBAH, UMPAMA BUNGA ROS, SEPERTI AIR, BAK BULAN, SEPERTI LEMBU, TAK UBAH MACAM DURIAN & MACAM BISKUT!!! dia tetap kawan... tau tak!

About a girl

2009-09-05T21:08:00.000-07:00

This story is about a girl who trying to find herself...To find who the real she was...Her love life..Her future..
She lost in her own world...She's trying to get help..But she know, no one can...She wants to tell to someone..But she don't know who and wondering if that person will understand her...

Her routine...wake up early in the morning...doing her chores...get ready herself...and went to work..Deep inside her heart, she feel empty and she is struggling..trying to get out of her own life..Sometimes, she feels like not being herself and wish she was the other person..

Alone...she's crying in a dark room...where she was alone by herself...trying to hurt herself..but she knows that doesnt worth it..She still love peoples all around her...Then she thinks bout all those people that love her...
Her mom...her dad...her siblings..her lover and her friends...Although, they dont know what is she's thinking and what she felt...but then, she remembered that she is lucky to have them in her life...

"Oh God...What am i doing...Those people loves me...No matter how hurt i am...they always colors my life..".
Thanks God and thanks to all of u..

Introducing Myself..

2009-09-05T19:50:00.000-07:00

Hye...Introducing myself as Akane Sakura...

This is the first time i create my own blog...

So, guys enjoy all my stories that i wanna share to all..

Peeps call me Ejah...but others may call my full name...

Whatever it is, I dont mind...As long as no one would harm me..

Where did I get Akane Sakura?...Actually, it was part of comic character in Naruto..I am very sure almost all of us knows Naruto...But this isnt bout him...this is about me..

I am 24 years old...and old enough to think wise..but most of the time..peeps all around me thinks im childish...i wonder why...but i do know that im careless...

I do miss my old times in school and when i continue studying in Politeknik Kuching..I wish i still keep the pictures during those days but the memories stay always in my heart...

Well, for your information...I am married and blessed with two kids..When I was 19 and still studying, i get married...And My first baby, my son born when I was just about to take my final exam in Semester 2...And my second baby, my daugther born when I was 2nd year working in one of car dealer in Miri...

Theres a lot of stories that i would love to share...so keep updated...

Thanks for reading...enjoy!